In the end

I woke up this morning all warm and cuddled and remembered on this day last year I got engaged.

The shit storm that was last year is finally over. I wake up happy to be breathing and surrounded by people who make me happy. Everytime I get sentimental, I get wind of something that makes me happy its all over. Thank fucking GOD. Who needs that shit *raises hand*. Its me.

Also, I thought personal things were just that- personal. Loose lips sink ships and whatnot. I guess I was wrong. It just means that I don't have to be so tight-lipped any longer.

...and we all lose our charms in the end

Life is finally feeling less...disorganized. I'm starting to have a routine and it pleases me. Thursday-ish, Sara and I make dinner. Friday/Saturday, go out for a few adult beverages. Sunday, Campus Bar and Grill for $1 burgers.

Also, I've been playing pool, usually on Fridays at Rack-n-Roll or whatever bar we end up at. I've forgotten how much I enjoy it. Pool is beginning to have a positive conotation again. I can play like shit and they still enjoy my company, tell me I'm having an off-night, and (company dependent) give me a kiss.

I need to retip the good cue. The shitty one is pissing me off.

A broom is drearily sweeping up the broken pieces of yesterday's life

Went to Boonville yesterday to see an adaptation of Scrooge. It involved random Missouri-isms thrown in and it was a staged reading, complete with paper scripts. At least it was free and the cd of Christmas music they played wasn't bad.

We thought it started at 3:00, but it actually began at 4:30. In the meantime we had dinner at the casino. All of the roads in town were still pocked with icy potholes, but the casino was like a beacon- the parking lot was immaculate. I guess its all about priorities.

We shopped at Kohl's for about an hour, where I found Dad's Christmas present.

Then, we hit the Blue Note for Dr. Dog and The Black Keys. It was a good show, even sans smoking.

Now, back to the daily grind of work and getting necessary shit done. The week after the snow days is always a drag.

He checked into his room only to find Gideon's bible

Snow! It involved going on safari of sorts with the 4WD to get beer and frozen pizza and a full day of eating, sleeping and movies. I kind of needed some downtime. I like when nature forces it upon me.

Today was interesting at best. Work was actually kind of busy. I met Sara, her crew, Will and Alex at Eastside for a few brews. Also much needed.

Tomorrow involves a trip to Boonville and some evening activities. I like having plans. It gives me something to look forward to.